Lets talk about today...hmmmm....Amber

Where was the goodness today? Well it's been a rough one but I've decided that I'm going to sit here until I find something to write about. Something God has shown me today.
hmmmm...I may never sleep.
I had an couple of options today. And although I first thought "this could be bad" I think it's shown me something about myself. I've realized that doing something....whether it be bad or good; is always better than always staying the same. If you choose to do something (of course in the best interests of yourself and others around you) and it fails, that failure is so much better than nothingness. I often struggle when nothing happens. To fall asleep and have nothing mark my day.To have someone ask me about my day and I can't answer them with anything but "fine" or "busy". I mean it's always better to feel than to be numb right? To struggle and have victory...
I'm still not sure of a lot of things; but I want to be.