Ash 16...oh my goodness...

Ok so I figured out today that I'm not actually sure that the days are getting so much fuller or longer, as much I think I'm just not having as much ALONE time to process. I love living with Dave & Erin--they are awesome. But I'm having a super hard time adjusting to not being alone. I miss my thoughts. I miss the quiet. I miss being alone. Funny things to miss I'm sure, but what can I say, I'm a weirdo. Today I'm thankful that Jesus speaks to me. That He truly loves me so much that He actually shares His heart with me and talks to me. What a gift. Today He spoke so clearly about so many things that it was almost hard to take in. I'm thankful that sometimes God tells me what I need to hear at the time. I'm not saying he lies to me, but He loves me being able to figure things out so He'll sometimes say things that lead me down the road to discovery instead of just telling me exactly what the plan is. His thoughts are so far above mine, but I know how much He loves me so I trust Him. I don't know what God is up to, especially lately, but I know that He can be trusted and that He loves me. I know that He is the answer to everything. He's it. The Rock. The Foundation. The Love of my life. Amen.