Ash 6...Happy Mother's Day...

I've never really cared all that much about this holiday, although I do super appreciate the grandma and step-mom that God gave me. I love Sunday's though. I really love going to meet with God in His house and it's always so good to just fellowship and worship. God just blessed me and loved on me in so many ways today that I can't even start to express it. I learned alot of our value system--its hard to explain in such a short blog, but I just realized that when we became seperated from God in the Garden, we instantly became hungry for more. And since then we've just been trying to find our worth. We all try and do it in different ways. In a nutshell, God was just showing me that whatever I do and wherever I go, if I'm trying to do it cause I want to show God how good I am, then I may as well have just stayed at home. We need to find our worth in Him. Not in husbands, or having the most money, or saving the most souls, etc. He can give our hearts what we most long for and desire. Anyhoo, that probably doesn't make the most sense, but God's starting to change some thought processes in me. So much to do this week and tomorrow, but I'm not doing anything else tonight. I'm going to crawl into my sweet warm bed and dream away. Oh Jesus you are so beautiful. Help me to love my co-workers tomorrow like you do. Help me to stand on your truth and to speak out only that which is godly. Guard my thoughts. Wake me with your love. Amen.