I regret to inform you......Amber

....that i have very little to say about what God has been doing in my life; NOT because He hasn't been at work, BUT because I have not taken the time to sit down and see it. But maybe that in itself, is the continual theme of my life.
I miss my friends who are all so far away and I don't want to sit down and think/pray about the things that I need to address in my life. I am also lazy. I make wrong decisions sometimes with my finanaces and time(should be saving more) and my heart gets distracted by it's own pollution sometimes (lies?). OH! And I ALSO drink way too much coffee for my own good.
But I need God.
This quote encourages me:
"A man can no more diminish God's glory by refusing to worship Him than a lunatic can put out the sun by scribbling 'darkness' on the wall of his cell..." C.S. Lewis
It encourages me because even though I "suck" for even more reasons that I can give, that doesn't make God any less amazing. That who God is isn't determined by how well or horrid I live my life. Not that I forget to aim for righteousness ...but that my life stops becoming just about me.
So what if I drank a pot of coffee today...God saved the entire world.


2 Comments:
I miss you terribly. As I read your blog I could hear the tone you used and your little attitude just showing and I LOVED IT!!! I love you so much Amber--you are an encouragement in the way your live your life so abandoned and vulnerable before God. Wrestling with God and with things is good...it's when we stop wrestling that we have problems. Speaking of that, you should probably spend the next couple of months preparing for a MASSIVE ASHKICKING! Don't forget that I can take you!! I love you amburger!
Love, Hash-P
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