Ash...the beauty of dusk...

It's amazing how much better days can get. Today we moved from the place we have been staying to another guesthouse for a week. I didn't want to move for the week because I love where we stay, I have my Liz right above from me (a lady here who changes my life everytime we take--which is like everyday), and moving is just so hectic. I was right about it being hectic. My morning was spent like a chicken (Sophia) with its head cut off. But I finally moved my whole little team to our new beautiful guesthouse with a perfect view of the beach in our backyard and settled in. Then me and my friend Cher (who is visiting me from Canada) went by ourselves to this beautiful fancy hotel for lunch and a swim in their beautiful pool. We just chatted, relaxed and it was amazing. I finally got to unwind and just release all the stuff that I never have anyone to talk to about. Have a friend here is just amazing. If any other of my friends want to come visit I'd love it.

Anyways, I'm preaching on Sunday, and I feel like God has given me a word to share but I'm really afraid to share it. It's going to really hard. I havn't had to share anything for quite sometime that I was actually passionate about and that the Lord was so clear to me about. The last time I had such a strong word was in the Bulowayo, Zimbabwe when I shared about the fear of God. It was such a poweful word in my spirit. I think my fear of sharing this Sunday comes from a holy desire to want to clearly give the word God has given to me, without messing it up or anything. It's already Thursday evening and I'm still not entirely clear on the whole word yet so I'm just waiting on God to make it perfectly clear to me. I don't doubt God's ability to share his word, but I'm very much made of flesh and I just want to make the Father proud. Once I finish and have the whole word written out I'll post in on here because I really do think Jesus is saying something powerful and I feel like somebody else who reads this is supposed to hear it. If you pray, please pray that I will serve the king faithfully and in Holy Spirit power this Sunday.

I love dusk. Jesus met me at the ocean at dusk tonight. It was beautiful.