Ashley...you can call me Miss Undecided...

So I'm not sure what the exact medical term would be for my current state of mind but I'm sure it can be cured. Basically I have a new idea for my life every morning. My mom has basically stopped listening to my new ideas because she knows it will probably not rise with the sun tomorrow. There's a few things that I have decided on (like where I'm spending next year) but now I'm trying to decide where to spend the next two months...here are the finalists: Calgary-I need a job and a place to stay, Winnipeg-I probably have a temp job for the two months but I would need a place to stay, Swift Current-(who thought that'd be on the list) My grandma wants me to stick around for the two months before I leave again but I don't have a job here, and then there's the misc. crazy ideas: Langley B.C.; working at any camp, pick a camp. In all honesty in the last day I had pretty much considered living in a tent (I'm still considering it actually). So here's the main reason I am boring you with all these details--If you read through this and you think to yourself "hmmm, y'know I might have a place to live/job for 2 months that Ashley might be interested in" you could email me about such opportunity. If not, I'm still basically taking this day by day considering I'm still not sure where to go, so you'll probably see another fascination blog from me soon.

Y'know what's really funny--I'm not stressed out about this. I'm just not. I'm at peace and I know that I'll end up exactly where I'm supposed to be. I'm kind of restless, but in the last 2 days I have had some great conversations about Jesus with strangers here in Swift that have encouraged and inspired me. People all over this world are loving Jesus in their communities and jobs and families. I am not alone. We are not alone. We are part of a great family of believers of Jesus. It has done my heart good to remember that.