My fish is a jerk; just using me for the food...Amber

...but that's besides the point! Today I am so grateful for my school and the church God has placed me in (which is not always the case let me tell you). I was in the change room and was engaged in a conversation with a stranger in the mist of changing into my gym stuff...then it continued as she turned the corner and used the toilet! Can life really be any better when people are comfortable enough to talk to a complete stranger while changing and emptying your bowels?!!?
Okay cereal...I'm back in my home church amen! and lately I've really been feeling that God has been like "Okay Amber...back to the basics with you...shut up and sit down with Me because I love you and you need to know some stuff about Me" and weridly enough I haven't always been okay with that in a very indirect sneaky way. But coming back to Zion I was thinking...geez everyone is into all of this super deep spiritual stuff and God is bringing me back to the beginning...INSECURITY? definately. Went to C&C today and the first thing our leaders said was that they felt like God wanted us to go back to the foundation of the faith. I was like score God is so good! But in this book I've been reading (Searching for God knows what...thanks Ash) talks so much about how even though you can break the gospel down into four or five core points... That God gave us those "points" to describe who God is instead of giving us a formula to sprout off when we need a simple answer and that really it could be a way of an Almighty, Creative, Selfless God engaging a relationship with these beings who just need something to wrap their minds around. I dunno...all I know is I dunno...and that I really look forward to the search.