Ode to my toe.....Amber

My brain is so dead that I've been staring at this blank screen for at least 3 minutes; and now I figure that I better write something rather than nothing before I go to sleep...zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Today started off really stressful on the ward and I just couldn't get my act together and the more I tried the more I just screwed things up (which apparently is frowned upon in most professions; including nursing). So I sat there and just cried out for the grace of God and not so surprising...the rest of the day seemed better. I've also started to begin my day by giving myself a pep talk after my devotions; just reminding myself that this is where God has put me and that there's no other reason why I'm there but because of Him! Haha maybe that makes me feel less responsible for my actions! mwauahah! Just kidding of course. But I do find that I'm loving nursing more and more.

One last thing...honestly. "Everything" by Lifehouse has been the lyrics to my life for like 2 years now and I usually listen to it daily. Nothing more could explain my relationship with God than the lyrics to this song (and clearly this song is directed to God):

~Everything~Lifehouse

find me here, speak to me, i want to feel you. I need to hear you. You are the light, that is leading me, to the place where, i find peace, again.
You are the strength, that keeps me walking. You are the hope that keeps me trusting. You are the life, to my soul. You are the purpose. You're everything

And how can i stand here with you and not be moved by you? Would you tell me how could it be any better than this??

You calm the storms. You give me rest. You hold me in your hands. You won't let me fall. You still my heart and you take my breath away. Would you take me in? Would you take me deeper now?

'cause you're all i want. You are all i need. You are everything.....everything. You're all i want. You are all i needyou are everything.....everything