Ash...chioniso...

Today was a hard day. I was so discouraged because it seems like my faults are so obvious that everybody needs to talk to me about what they see that needs to change. I appreciate people's honesty and I know that God is doing a deep work in my character and such, but I get such little encouragement from people here. Then about 5 minutes ago I got an email from my beloved friend Kay-lo and I am overwhelmed by how amazing she is and how thankful I am that she is in my life. Thanks K for the words of encouragement. I needed them like desert needs rain. I'm playing piano in worship tomorrow and will be praising God as though your prophetic worship was raining over, with and in me. My roomate asked me what the best day of my life was so far, and it has taken me days to think about it but I think today I have decided what probably ONE of the best days ever was--in Zambia, though things were so crappy and hard and spiritually I thought I might die, you (katie) and I went to the chapel and began to worship God. The Holy Spirit took over and I had never been so overwhelmed by the Power and intensity of intercessory, prophetic worship. In such a dark time, the floodlight that that brought to my soul is unforgetable. I love you.