Is Ignorance a Cop out?!........Amber

It feels that there has been only one phrase that has been running through my head this past week. "I don't know". Whether I'm saying it to myself in my car, to God in my devotions or to a friend that I'm venting to....that has been the theme of this week.

I don't know.
I dunno.
No clue.
God, You know

I guess that life does go on even if you don't have everything figured out. For some reason I'm convinced that I must have the answers to every question in order for life to happen "the way it's supposed to". Even if that answer is, "well you just have to rely on faith"...that's an answer in itself. Something for me to wrap my mind around. There will always be uncharted territory for us to explore and questions with answers that remain unattainable.

I have been accused of both not thinking and thinking too much. But this week God has just been releasing me from the burden of figuring things out. That's really the only way to describe it. With the drop in centre, family, different relationships, the process of restoration, leadership....I suppose that ignorance is a werid sort of bliss...or is it a cop out?! I'm not sure yet. But I do know that the more I find out the more I know I don't know. I'm not sure why that still surprises me.

"I believe in Christianity as I believe that the sun has risen: not only because I see it, but because by it I see everything else." -C.S. Lewis

I think I'm done this blog but I'm way too sore and burnt to move....