Am-33....from the depths of Stonewall

Have I really done this 33 times? maybe...maybe not! Today was so incredibly not what it potientually could've been. Maybe a lot of things are like that. Like so many times we have feelings and strong feelings about things and just never know what to do with them so we don't do anything. And maybe a day can be like that where we can do anything...we honestly have the choice to do anything...and we never know what to do with that so we end up doing only the things we are supposed to do. Today could've been many a things...and perhaps they were...but perhaps not. I think this is probalby one of the most confusing blogs I've ever blogged. It's one thing to be free to feel, but it's certianly another thing to let yourself be swept away by these feelings.