Am.....41...Dizzy without circles...

To be honest I am really struggling with what exactly to say today. Not that today was completely horrid but just the fact that I don't know how I feel about a lot of things today. Hmm...don't you love those conversations where you say so many times how you should leave but neither of you can stop the conversation? Me and Ash had a good talk tonight and it feels like it's been a long time since I've thought about a lot of things...just of things that are on my heart for a while that i haven't said out loud yet.
I am thankful that God does not let us stay in our insecurities and that He challenges them constantly. I am so insecure when it comes to most things in my life until it drives me so nuts that I have no other choice than to deal with it. Some people think I'm confident and it's werid to think about all the other confident people out there who maybe/probably feel the same.