Am...Am I regressing?!?
Okeee...it's Sat night and you won't believe what i did tonight!! Crazy I was babysitting! Firstly...I have not had a babysitting job for at least 6 years...Secondly they were random people from down the street who I have never talked to before. Lol they called looking for Jess and somehow the words "if you are desparate for a babysitter I'll do it" came out of my mouth! AH! But it was good I think...it was a incredibly sad b/c their father had just left them. They love him so much and I couldn't stop thinking about that. Just how irresponsible people are with other people's feelings and my heart just broke for these kids...and the mom. I mean me and my boyfriend just broke up and that's nothing compared to what heartbreak these kids are going though; just realizing how much pain is in the world and even just how much pain God has saved me from has brought me into a whole new light. Only I just feel so helpless to do anything... what words can be said? What actions be taken? Only that God could possibly take them in His arms somehow and make things all better, or at least show them a real love.


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