Ash...You spin me right round baby right round...

Okileedokilee. I am so out of my mind. I have just spent the last gazillion hours looking for drama's and I'm about ready to crawl under my desk. My "job" with LifeForce is pretty crazy right now with getting ready for students on Sunday. It's so easy for me to get burdened and overwhelmed with all the stuff to do and all the things not really worked out, but I'm just trying to remember that Jesus is truly in control and He's not worried. The perfectionist in me want to just do things well and have everything work out perfectly, but I'm learning that things don't always go well and sometimes I am not in control, and in those times I need to be content to hum as I wait in the darkness. I've felt like I've been waiting in this darkness for some time now. It's not necessarily a scary darkness or an evil darkness--it's just a darkness of waiting for something that I don't even know. And so I learn to just hum in this darkness, I wait for my eyes to be adjusted, and I wait for Him who satisfies to bring that which satisfies. So yeah, praise the Lord. He knows it all--He knows what I need, when I need it, and what I'm to do in the meantime. Thankfully He's in control because Lord knows I sure am not. :-) Today I am thankful for:

1)...being alive. I have good friends & family. I have a place to sleep and food to eat. I am in the will of God. There's nothing like being alive and being made alive in Him.