I know exactly what I want to write about tonight!! Amber

Seriously! I've been pondering something for a while and I think I've got a new inside edge on it thanks to my friend Mandy!!
Okee...Girls...how can we be strong and not harsh; vunderable but not emotionally needy? How in the world are we supposed to be single and learn to take care of ourselves and know God's will and lead ourselves...AND THEN after being trained to be "self- sufficient" just learn how to let someone else take care of you (or help take care of you). To submit to the leadership of someone else and join lives forever and ever? Why in the world do we even bother learning how to do it in the first place? To totally content with just yourself and the big JC? Why not just go from Dad's girl to wife?
BECAUSE MAYBE... it makes what we've learned during our single years more valid when helping in making decisions. That's the wisdom that we learn and bring into the relationship.

I think the more I write these thoughts out loud the more stupid I feel (just because i continue to know nothing). Or maybe that my mind thinks that they are something big that makes me want to announce them to everyone!heehee
goodbye