Seeing through my fingers into the fog.......Amber
Oy it's been a week of wonders. Wondering if it'll ever end! mwuahaha! just kidding, that's not true. Stretching. Lots of stretching. Inadequate...much inadequacy on my part. Day camps have been interesting with my planning strategies being even more interesting. I have spent so much time running around like a maniac that I wonder when if I will ever have a chance to sit down and give my ear to God. Always tommorrow right!!
Enough babbling. It has been about two months since I had to make my last major decision and being in my early 20s obviously there will be more decisions to come. But ever since I started this job as a Health Care Aid, my life has been changing...and there is plenty of change to come. One thing that I am glad that God has been showing me...is that uncertainty is not the enemy. It FEELS like everything I have done in the past 3 years has been done in uncertainty. I cannot remember the last time I felt like I knew what I was doing. Maybe that is the life of a student....I do not know. Because Hebrews defines faith as being sure of what we hope for and CERTAIN of what we do not see. But the context talks about being certain of who God is and the promises (Salvation) He keeps for us. And besides...as much as we fool ourselves...what, outside of God, is really ever certain anyways...
I am reading a really good book by Erwin McManus called Seizing Your Devine Moment. He actually wrote a whole chaper on uncertainty. One point that I liked was when he said:
...so it is important to note what God does promise and what He does not. He promises we can be certain about who He is and we can be certain about our relationship in Him, but how the journey plays out is full of uncertainties.
Haha...that is something that I could totally get excited about!!
What do I know...
I know that whatever decisions I make...I want to be moving in a direction that places me in the arms of the God who loves me. What I do is becoming more irrelevant while how I know God is becoming everything to me.
posted by Ash-Am at 6:54 PM
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This was very well timed for me! Thanks for the wisdom!
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what a strange post
Are you calling me strange?
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