Just tapping my fingers........Amber

So I just recieved the most unsuspected morning off today! I was supposed to be at this meeting all day and it just cancelled itself (well actually my director cancelled it..haha even better)! But after finishing my devotions and other random things that need to be done in the morning, I've found that I've had an overloading amount of time just to sit and think.

Out of a conversation that I had with a friend last night, I was thinking this morning about the million and one plans I have swimming around in my head. For life during and after school...for summer, fall, any season...But it's just so funny then none of those plans (God's or mine) ever seem to fit in with what I"m doing right now at this moment. I've been praying for months; asking for some vision for the kids in this town but God hasn't given me anything but the next step.

How do you become a bolder light? Is it only in presence of a more severe darkness? How do you become a true light in a community/world that operates in the artifical light of wealth? Even the darkness hides.
"The light shines in the darkness but the darkness does not overcome it" John 1:5